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waste of time

by zack scribner

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ppr jack
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ppr jack this album reminds me of being nervous at the fidlar concert Favorite track: i drink water to calm my nerves.
amycatass
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amycatass you're so amazing at this music stuff it's scary. keep being awesome. i love you already. <3 Favorite track: listen.
Samuel Scribner
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Samuel Scribner totally superb stuff from my lil bro, especially considering he produced this on his own at 15 Favorite track: lonely lives.
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1.
lonely lives 04:36
i cant say i miss innocence but i can say i've missed everyday since seems nostalgia will kill me last it is empty in a world without the past death will come the lonely lives will grieve death will come, i'll finally get some sleep those smells that haunt forever and the music played alaska wind of october, oh the music made the sounds of billy joel every day i played minecraft oh seas where calmer back in the day spent summer on the road, spent summer in chicago if i miss only two years ago, i can't imagine growing old if a week ago seems that long, maybe i am living wrong there is nothing lonelier than a microwave
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try it 03:39
i need a place to put a bed i need a spot to lay my head the bed is ruined the sheets are soiled the pillows firm the image spoiled don't run around screaming your honor don't slam your gavel too soon your honor when was the last time you shut the door when will you learn that we could dig through the floor you know we like to sleep here in filthy sheets we don't care if they're even clean don't run around screaming your honor put that hammer down get out of town you won't deny it when you come back and try it you can;t make me paint my fingernails black don't make me paint my fingernails black
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out of line 05:45
i will make you pay for your sins tossing memories in the bin take a number and stand in line the confessions don't take much time give me strength, give me hope holy mother, holy ghost i will make you pay for my sins take me to a place i've never been you keep saying you're doing fine but i'm standing net to you waiting in line give me strength, give me regret give me that so i'll never forget give me anger, give me something give me anything that's worth loving i am not ready to die with it i am not ready to go down i am not ready but the guilt is heavy, wing unsteady lungs are full, the currents pull gets stronger, quicker everyday the sound of every crashing wave puts me into a whirling haze takes me back where i've been before, but i don't want to go anymore i will make me pay for my sins i will go and cut off all my limbs take a number and stand in line the confessions don't take much time give me strength, give me a sign give me a reason to get out of line everyone has once been in but no one's ever reached the end
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listen 06:21
each beautiful body from wiggly fish swim in and out look for life, may they search in the wrong place from tubes and spouts and switches and levers, each pump of blood carry one part to another and so each time that breathe and whatever we eat we should coat our tongue with the flavor of miracles, everyday wishing for some sort of miracle, but were tied up in prison with constraints to make us feel bad about our thoughts. if each beautiful body scraped together, a spark would for, lives would start, everyone's happy again let it in, let it live, inside your skull where gates remain open and options are oceans oh you can't ignore i've seen films that promote and films that engage and people who say it's all about age well guess what. you felt it too. oh the curves and the limbs they all have a purpose, a well oiled machine, it runs for everything everything and anything, searching for meaning, maybe we'll find it, maybe we'll feel it oh the birds and the bees, the flies and the snakes, the mushrooms and mollusks and penguins and snails they know, they know so put an ear up to your brain and you'll hear, it's speaking strait to you and you don;t want to miss it so listen you can't ignore denial your in denial denial your in denial but soon you will be free and here w are one month later is seems that everything went so fast like a dream but no dream i've had has been so bizarre, in no dream i've had, had i gotten so far i hope this last verse isn't too long, i hope it doesn't change the tone of the song eventually every last word will get written and then the only thing left to do will be listen
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out of sight out of mind out of breath and out of time this unused clock on the wall this dusty calendar in the hall give me room let me drown waste the days spinning down plugging holes putting off nothing more we're taking off
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lonely eyes 05:52
with all your life or all you have left take your time look into my eyes with all your might can i take your time for my lonely life look into my eyes
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lonely times 02:37
back in the day we would ride our bikes back in the day we would play with knives back in the day we would plagiarize i remember breaking staples on the desk i tried to tell the truth, i tried to do my best but what was it all worth back in the day we would go online back in the day we would take our time where did it all go sitting at my desk alone (is there someone there?) sitting in class on my phone (is there anyone there?) spent my time waiting fir a bit (is there something there?) when i could always go and find it i never wore a helmet they just get in the way i never thought these choices would effect me today but did they matter at all?
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aerophobia 19:37
i never bought my ticket i never checked any bags i was never scared i would miss it i never ordered that cab i wish my fears where understandable as i board and sit down this plane is not landable but this plane is off the ground here in the room you grew up it's just how you left it you take your stuff and back out not letting go wiping off the dust when you break down to tears when these changing seas start to roll your hanging on that's when you pot the cracks in the hull not letting go but soon you are adrift and alone and lost all you've ever known i think it's time to go home you know you needed a boat yo know you had to stay afloat treading water isn't as easy at it seems you never realized to float you had to give up all your dreams can't follow the wake of another soul did we find a home did we make it our own why do you feel so and you're not alone at least not anymore i think it's time to go home you got caught, waiting on the side of the road go be, be free step on the gum, stuck to the side of the road you're stuck, can;t move, just scrape it off the bottom of your shoe each bump waiting for you in the middle of the road keep driving, keep driving don't stop, don't stop at the fork in the road after all, overall, you don't even know where you want to go suddenly, first class seems like a dream so subtly, take a glimpse at anything the cabin's packed, the doors are sealed all that stands between is a half inch of steel like you didn't have dreams too so what am i supposed to do? make a contribution to society? no, i don't owe him anything suddenly, the wings fall off so tenderly, so fragile so soft we are all now southern bound soon enough we will be sinking down will you find me? or will i find you? if you are next would you please grab a fresh breath take me home open these eyes, let me see would you swim down? should i swim up? meet in the middle i'm alone down here at the bottom of the sea where you'll never find me we found a home but why do we feel so alone? these flight attendants suck just give me my peanuts and shut up as we burst into flames shooting thought the sky a water landing we are on the wrong flight a breeding ground but the love is running out we're going down we're done with having doubt if we can't be in a different town i cannot see whats the point of floating around we might never crash you might never pass just come down here and swallow your fear i guess i'm scared to tell the truth look into my eyes with all your life we are running out of time
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washed up 03:29
if i ever reach the end you will k ow just where i've been if i ever see the light of day if the sunlight ever finds it's way one last song that lasts too long one last life better get it right just one life everyone will die (or wash up on the shore) this is how i spend my time (this lonely life) this is how i send my time (trying to try) this is how i spend my time (getting out of line) this is how i spent my time (i don't have a heart, but trying to listen to mine) this is how you spent your time (you can't take it back) this is how you spent your time (you can't take it back) such a waste of time such a waste of time

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sort of a concept album, enjoy. its 1 hour and 7 minutes. is it a waste of time for both of us? the only way to find out is to listen

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released March 19, 2019

zack scribner- vocals, drums, electric guitars, acoustic guitar, bass, piano, electric piano, ukulele, synthesizers, percussion, djembe, violin, upright bass, saxophone, kazoo, tape deck, pots and pans, dryer, kicker of box across the room, cougher

produced and mixed by zack scribner

all songs written by zack scribner

album art by zack scribner

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zack scribner Seldovia, Alaska

20y/o noise maker from seldovia, alaska

residing in portland, oregon

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