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Seldovia Songs

by zack scribner

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1.
1964 07:47
flooded lives, homes adrift gone in seconds but the mountains never fell in high tide, the water that rised so quickly did eventually come back down bearing the weight of all the fear forever changed lives and forgotten years all made into a new the street that stood on wooden planks the feet that walked of those who whistled and sang 1964 we could have lost so much more stories to be told of the place once here before 1964 what once was is now no more i've seen the whales in the bay i've seen the fish run away but they all came back i;ve heard the sirens ever week i've felt the shake but i've never seen the water displaced we've all drove for shelter we've all climbed the hill we've all ran away but only just to be safe and this next wave if it ever comes will be the day will be the big one some day, we start all over some day, we remove ourselves from the village we've created upon the mountains that never fell 1964 we could have lost so much more at the end of the world but we soon returned 1964 what once was is now no more 1964 what now is may be no more (born again, good friday, another life, this friday) 1964 what has always been what will always be what lives forever what stands up tall what never really changes what never falls 1964 the end of the world
2.
Red Mountain 06:11
we were prospectors panning in the river we were trespassers in your home we were tree huggers finding out roots and we were creek waders, kicking off our boots we were in red mountain valley when we heard the whistling sound we were trapped between two mountains when i forgot to kiss the ground we were swimming in the ponds and we were climbing on the rocks i made a home when i could fit between the cracks and i sat on top while i ate my snacks we were in red mountain valley we were in the collapsed mines oh god, look what they've done to you oh god, look how they left you behind he was a homesteader all alone he was slowly growing old one day a vision of life from above coming to steal his only love kidnapped cattle in the dead of the night showering in the heavenly light and stricken with fear and blinded in shock he threw out his clothes and began to walk what pushed you away? what tore down the roads? what flew from above, and what had the mines closed? some places we aren't meant to be without a challenge, without breaking our feet i believe in a holy ghost helping give us what we need most no rivers of sand made of gold we were the trespassers in your home (we were in red mountain valley) where we are born again
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when i'm out living my new life keep me by your side keep the car driving keep me under your eye under your wing i can't see a thing carry on carrying me up and down take off all my clothes and lie me on the ground bathe in the stream keep me under your wing life is more than a dream when i'm under your wing the unclimbable wall at the center of it all i can't help but stare so could you lift me in the air? under your wing i can't see a thing life is more than a dream when i'm under your wing so make me a gull come on, make me a crow and i'll sway with the trees and trail you below move with the street keep it under my wings a tower of stone while you're all on your own beneath the tumbling snow a spirit is born, again through the long winding road while you're all on your own a spirit is born while you're all on your own as i watch from above just try to keep up the rolling of wheels the kicking up dust the ice on the street the snapping of strings when i'm under your wings when you're under my wings so give me a tail give me a beak lift me up high above the sea and i'll play with the wind i'll move with the streets i'll keep my pace i'll float in the breeze move in degrees, it seems to be a clear path ahead but there's something i haven't said an obstacle lies before me though i act so free, i can only use my feet moving on to another week, i've had my fun but now i must leave another time and another place i make my pace, but there's something in the way... (move me...) (move me...) (come on, push me...) (push me...)
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i've been alive almost 18 years, and still the birds can sing better than me they were born to be what i've become a messenger a climber of mountains you have to do it once in your life i've been stiff this whole time looking down to see the view is so different than i imagined i couldn't see my house the wind blew us down the top around was more rocks than dirt and i could see the curve of the world. you have to do it once in your life you have to do it once in your life
6.
Graduation 05:39
it won't matter what what i become you'll always be towering over me there's nothing else from here that counts towards anything from here i see... down there, seldovia sits like the world i lived but i never did and now i've done all there is i can see my world is big below me, my home waits for me patiently if i could walk the streets from miles above circle the peaks and every thing between and i can see the tops of the trees and as much as i had to fear, in the end the sky was clear and as much as the bugs were out that day i could see the head of the bay and maybe my spirit was down but then i turned around and even though i could barely walk i'm glad you dragged me up it so i could see now my life is complete down there, seldovia sits like the world i lived whenever i did and now i've seen all there is i believe my world is big below me, seldovia sits like the world i lived and i could have been the one to make it to the end and in a way, i sort of did so here i am and i'd do it again
7.
Snowbirds 07:23
snowbirds give us a chance to learn you have another life i'm sure let us give it worth snowbirds with frosted wings your arrow in the sky your everything sits uselessly if you could see the true beauty beyond scenery snowbirds your property isn't mine to keep but it might as well be snowbirds in the palm of the world as you carry your weight to another place snowbirds in the palm of the world with every turn your nest will burn snowbirds with wealth you can but no wealthy man could understand snowbirds you build your home and you leave it alone and you leave it alone snowbirds you build your home with a beautiful view that deep dark blue and i wish you were high in the clouds and staring down at our little town softly then you could see the true beauty now flutter your wings snowbirds what's stopping you? crack your window and begin to float snowbirds give us a chance to learn you have another song, i'm sure let us make it heard (the snow will stay a few more days, but as you grow old it's not so cold)
8.
New Faces 03:01
every day around noon i watch the town that we all knew crumble like rubble as they pile off in numbers and i wish them well if the stores all close there'd be nowhere else to go soon summer homes evaporate foliage to take their place wouldn't that be swell? and i wish them well and i wish them well undo your passerby nature asking questions taking pictures i know it's easy to be clueless i know it's hard to by anything else come in a few months windows boarded up wherever everyone one else is could you spare a thought? and i'd rather not still in the smallest of places everyday, new faces so much joy, unapparent so much potential covered up i could never tell and i hate to ask if you're leaving now could you please come back? pitchforks torches all your life new names new faces all alike i come in with hatred for whoever and they change my mind by the end of the day
9.
Grounded 02:22
if i stop my stride where the streetlights end and brush my hair away and shake my hands something is waiting in darkened corners every second is getting colder nervous gazes, shooting around i've walked to all places in this town sweating, itching, looking down who knew there's so much here on the ground? and if i cared to look up now i'd catch the air and hear a sound familiar voices shout from across the street is silent, except when i cross nervous paces, looking behind every car is waiting to find a sweatshirt kid run into the road without looking, and without knowing why i fear the sudden scolding: walk on the left, as grandpa once told me why aren't loving gestures allowed to keep me from staring at the ground?
10.
Surrounded 06:37
we're surrounded on all sides in high tides and passing strides that's when they shoot your dog i've found it the mean tide line and i'm stuck on a strip of sand that's when they sue your ass my whole life i have walked now i must row a family dying never once you let us go and of course i've heard you talking nicely in the streets and i've seen that face and the once i never really want to meet tell me how you see yourself is this what you wake up to? in the mirror every morning? what did we really do? a swarm of bees the summer heat burns a hole through your feet even the concrete makes it known you can't go home on your own i know you can trust you have no home near us a rising cloud of ash surrounding you at last a whole family busy grieving a town mourning this complex greed is a drug i never want to take and i know hate the wrong path but why does it seem like the only way i know some day you'll watch the waves rise up high you'll meet the tide you'll see your life flash before your eyes we're surrounded by people like you wealth and power here are now brand new while i wish you the very best i wish that for us not for you now your borders are forever broken the town can walk walk right through
11.
Rocks 01:49
the largest sense of love i've found is stepping out of my home and gazing left unto the vast well-known but i haven't known you like i should i've known you as a place as each car and each passing face not the life i have come to know now i slowly watch it go and beyond this perspective shrinks the mountain tops and everything a stones throw away they say and beyond that how to spend my day lying in the scorching sand feel it crumble in my hand billions of grains, and then me crushing millions with my feet walking back, with no haste i wonder what i should do today? i look left and see the shore i look left and see the coast rocks splayed out from miles away it seems the beaches grow everyday
12.
Seasonal 04:02
cased in ice pesticides nature has her strings tied to branches to leaves to trees and running up it this year, i am her puppet one last year, i stand above it in treetops a leg slips a body drops it's skull splits cased in ice buried alive nature has her strings tied i'll be her swing set hung up here, unearthed the feeling will return up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down cased in ice every night nature has her strings tied but i thaw and i break they're brittle they're frayed this year, i am okay
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Seldovia 10:48
my town may be no better than yours, or it may never grow in size, bustling streets full restaurants, ships come in fleets but i'm proud of my town and i love my town and every place that i go nothing reminds me of home nothing compares, and i know when i think i am alone you'll always be apart of me and every endless season and every darkened day comes with a brand new reason a pledge from a mistake and i love my home and what i've been shown maybe it took some time but life chases far behind the world is heavy give in already the world is ready give in already

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this album is about my hometown

the history of it, my relationship with it, the nature of it, the places within it, the experiences i've had, the people i have known and encountered, the hatred i harbor, and the love that i have found

1hr 12 mins

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released October 13, 2023

thank you to seldovia
thank you to everyone who has ever helped me get to where i am
my grandfather, Walter McInnes' voice heard on tracks 1, 7, and 14
voice recordings taken from UAF's project jukebox for seldovia, alaska

all songs written, arranged, performed, and recorded by zack scribner

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20y/o noise maker from seldovia, alaska

residing in portland, oregon

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